Random Thoughts

It is said that the heart is the center of your soul where you keep all your feelings, goals and even dreams. The heart has a way...more like a door that lets these feelings come out so that people can enter and see what you're about. As a child, we're open, pure and innocent and most of the time we have no real problems to deal with or pain to endure. Well, if there are, they're mostly about things that we have no control over. With maturity, comes confusion on which path to take. We pray that there are no hard decisions to make or disappointments.

But with every disappointment, the heartache begins and you start building a door. Each new pain becomes a nail and every scar becomes a board. With the door fully built, you have an easy way out when in doubt or feeling confused. Behind that door, locked in the dark, you may feel safe and secure for a while but then no love can get in and you begin to feel sad and unsure. The road on through life may be rocky, sharp, rough, jagged and angular but you can still find happiness and love if you open the door.

And this is why we all need friends... not 'friends'

Because loneliness is everywhere you look, it is not something you're born with but something which comes in stages of pain and discontent. You see people standing by themselves at corners looking for a friend and it makes you wonder why...Why don't they just talk to someone and make a friend? This is why, first, they had friends. And then something happened and their friends weren't there anymore...It suddenly dawns on them that the they've been dumped and the trust they had was a joke. Now they don't know to trust when someone is being nice to them.

When will you know who is your true friend? Is it something you learn or does it come from within? Will they be there when you're down and out? I guess that's the time you'll find out. For now, make the soul inside of you your best friend and you'll never have to ask that question of doubt.

I hope I made sense 😂😂

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